August 2012

Dear God,
Please save him. Use me Lord. Speak through me. Work though me. Jesus, please forgive me for what I have done or not done or let happen. Lord, I am so sorry for not trusting you in the beginning. Jesus, you have blessed me with this wonderful life and I am sorry that I have forgotten my first love, or been distracted. Please forgive me God. I am your precious daughter whom you love dearly and I dearly love you Lord with all my heart, soul, and mind. Please let me bring you back to the number 1 priority in my life. You are my everything God. I owe you my life and my every breath. God, I love him. I'm at a loss about what to do. Is it time to let go, and let you God? Do I just pray? Do I keep fighting? Do I keep it a secret? Do I let it go and move on? God, what do I do? Do I give tough love? Do I help? Do I stop? Lord Lord Lord, I am asking you to please guide me and show me the way. God please show me what to do. Lord I want to please you and glorify you. I want to play soccer. I want to bring joy into kids' lives. God you are my Father and I love you. Please help him God, bring him close to you and wrap him in your arms of love and never let him go Lord. He is your son whom you love dearly. God, don't let him go, hold onto him and may he learn to abide in your love God. He is my soul mate. 20 years from now I want to look back to this time and just see it as a bump in the road, one that I learned from Lord. So I am asking you, to teach me God. Teach me, I'm listening to what you have to say Father. You have blessed me with so much God.
I am incredibly blessed and you have given me so much God. God, please save him and keep him on your path Lord God. May you place a desire to know you better in his heart God, each and every day. Put a passion in his soul for you God. May he find me there. God, you brought us together. So keep us together, please God. I'm trusting in you, to show me the way. You are my everything God and I lean on you for all understanding. May we worship you together. Please show us your love and may we receive it with open hearts.
Thank you holy and precious God.